Journal 65 : Saengil Chukkae yo, Lee Dong Hae oppa! #26HAEppybday

Saengil Chukka Hamnida yo, Lee Dong Hae oppa! We love you! :*

Journal 64 : The Lost Key

before you read this, please don't think like I wanna tell you a story. It's not a story, but it's a history! Haha
Actually, that's just a moment that happen in my daily life, and usually this moment never appears before.

The history (or funny stroy, yeah if you like that) began this afternoon. At 12.30 pm, in the very hot day, at noon, we go back from school. As usual, me and my friends, go to the backyard school fence, because we're the excity students, so we are not in our original home, we rent it (namely cost-an). But, you know what happen before we reach there? The fence still locked. Oh, my gosh! Where's the security? What are they doing? Didn't they see that NOW is the time to go back?

15 minutes passed when we're still waiting for it. But I couldn't stand it no more! So I ask one of my friend what happen actually, and you know what? The key was lost! What the hell again it is??
Damn, so the time for us to go home delay again (and again)!

Not patiently, I moved toward and went to the ojek place usually stay. I picked one of them, and go home. Yeah, I was the first who went home this afternoon.

Haahh.. so, it was the carelessness of the security, why don't they check the key before the time to go home? It'll not make students be angry, right? Yeah, like people usually said, they're just a human, and human makes mistakes, right? I just hoped that this'll not happen soon (and again)! Hopefully... -.-

See you, and good night all!
Annyeong~

Journal 63 : What is the use of boyfriend??

This morning, when I'm still at my school, there is a wireless location here in our comp lab, so I use it to go blogging~~ ^__^
BUT
because of many reasons, this post will not be morning post, it's still the evening post. Why? 'Cause the bell was been ringing when I wrote this post. *Ugh!*

Confuse. That's one of I feel right now. I don't know what I am thinking exactly, I just confuse. Why?
My friends sometimes ask me, "Do you have boyfriend?", or "Why don't you have boyfriend?"
Damn.

Now, I want to ask you all, what is the use of boyfriend exactly? Is it useful for us? Or just to make a twist in our relationship status? If that's your answer, you should think twice to have a boyfriend or girlfriend, if you're a boy.
It means that you're not mature yet. You're just think if you have a special friend, it will make you different to others and make others appreciate with you.

So, the use of boyfriend (or girlfriend) here is doesn't exist. There's no a special function and needs to have a boyfriend.

In Islam, there's no something like date or have couple before they're married. Why? It is forbidden, because if you have a special relationship before you get married, it'll make you not think rational, and then... BUZZ! Your life changed. You become pregnant, and your ex-boyfriend don't want to accompany you and be responsible in the condition you have. So, there are just two choice for you, then.
Abort the baby or embrio in your uterus, or just keep it and raise up it by yourself without any help.

That's why Islam forbid the dating before married. Except the bad impact, it will make a negative thinking for teenagers, all they teen life will always spend in dating and looking for couple also. So that, there's no benefit and a meaningful moment in their life. That's it. End.

Last, according to me (again), I strongly opposed to the statement that we may dating before married. Yeah, if you want to like someone, it's ok.. But, if you want more, no you may not.

That's why for today, I hope this post give any advantages and benefits for us.
Annyeong~ ^^

Journal 62 : Changed Your Mind, Hm?

wuih! I think it has been 2 months since I posted my last journal! waww.. :D haha

well, here is my comeback! You know, I was so busy in my school, there were so many tasks and homeworks to do! Arrgghh.. T__T

Tonight (exactly it's very night), I want to post my journal today with my "lover".. haha, yeah actually we're not couple, but I just like him! But so sorry before, because his name is secret! :3

Yah, karena aku rasa menulis pakai bahasa Inggris itu agak ribet, yaa.. but I must! hoho..

Today I was very shocked 'cause of something he said. Well, I think you all still don't know who is I meant by "he" here. He is my searchingan, maybe in Indonesian you'll know "gebetan"? Or ing English "someone you like"?

Nah, you know why I became very shocked? He changed his mind to go to a college! Maybe you'll think like this, "Why do you become so upset then? He just changed his mind, so what's the effect to you?"
But you don't know the BIGGEST effect of him to ME.
First, he is the obe whom I like.
Second, he changed his mind to go to a college from ITB become UI.
Third, I CHOSE UI , same with him!
Fourth, it means that perhaps we'll MEET again. Oh, no..
Even the possibly of we'll NOT MEET again is maybe.. but, I am not ready yet to think of it. Maybe we'll not be in the same faculty, but in the same university, how dare??
I don't know why he changed his mind of it, but maybe he make a promise to his friends to meet again at UI. Oh, damn! It means that my life will not be calm and peaceful yet! His friends are like a buzz, always disturb and make a noise, actually I don't like them, and I don't know why I can like him. Ck!

So, now I confuse to make a choice. Should I just choose my recent choice, or make a new choice, to prevent being in the same university with him? Tell me, please! >.<